Let me dance.

Like a charmer,
you sit down there,
playing the piano,
the tunes are just so melodious.
I start dancing,
and I can feel that,
the music is controlling me,
controlling my feeling,
my brain,
my common sense?
I can see hands,
many indeed,
trying to pull me out.
They manage to touch me,
but then,
I just let them go.
All I said is just "Let me dance."
I may be a born charmer,
I may be a born seducer,
but,
since the day I fell for you,
I am a giver,
I am giving all I have,
including my ego.
I just can hope,
hope that you won't stop playing the tune,
cause once you stop,
I'll freeze.
Just let me dance according to your tunes.
Let me dance.
I just can't stop thinking of you.
My dream, my obsession.


You're just like a dream.
A dream that I have never dared to dream about.
Such a perfection.
Such an obsession.

I am obsessed, so?

If you think you're lovely,
that's true, that's right.
If you think you're adorable,
yes, you are, it's a fact.
If you think you've made me fallen for you,
you're obviously correct.
If you think I'm obsessed,
yes, you are right, I'm obsessed with you,
my object of obsession,
and I long for your attention.
You're all over my mind,
but I don't mind.
Even if in the end you may not be mine,
I don't care, I just can't be bothered.
What I know now is I'm obsessed with you.
All I want is you.
Your sweet notes have made me alive,
your voice has kept me smiling,
your presence has made me high,
you're my addiction.
The world has become more colourful,
since you stepped into my life.
There's something about you that,
I just can't get enough of.
If I am flying,
I am flying up to the limitless sky.
If I am falling,
I am falling into the bottomless pit.
Either one is fine to me.
I am sure there's something about you,
that I can hold on to.
I never thought that,
I would let you win.
Maybe I've jumped too fast,
but I am sure, you enjoy it too.
You're just irresistible.
I am obsessed,
I am telling the whole world that I am obsessed,
so don't break my heart into pieces,
if you wanna break it,
tell me please.

I am obsessed,
and you got me on my knees.
Oh well.
You've won the battle.
I've raised the white flag.
You've gotten my heart.
And I am telling you now,
I am in love with you.
It started with a silly message from me,
thought you would only be my virtual boyfriend,
but now I wish that you'd be real,
are you real?
Tie me down, and I'm yours.

Guess I am blessed and should stop thinking too much!

Born as one of the upper crusts of the portugese tart,
I know I am there.
My life seems perfect.
Loved by all my darlings, my siblings, and my parents.
Got a place in a decent college.
Have a prospective boyfriend.
Attending all sorts of crappy parties.
Golfing, horse-riding?
All the privilleges?
Cash to splurge.
Life just seems perfect.
I guess I am blessed?
Should thank God for everything.
I should not whine,
should not sigh.
Should try to smile more,
and the world will smile back to me.
But exams are just like crap,
killing my brain.
These few days I haven't been able to sleep well.
One thing I know why I behave so,
I am so scared to wake up and face the papers. Hahaha.
Second, I am missing you so much.
You should know who you are.
Though I won't mention a name.(:
I swear I gonna be a mugger once exams end.
In conclusion, Rosey is blessed!:)
So Rosey should stop thinking too much!Hahahaha.
Oh well, my brother is coming tomorrow.
Whee!Can't wait to see him!
Oh ya. My sis tags along too. TSK!
Hahahaha.Shopaholics in town.(:
SHOP TILL DROP.
Life can be spiced up by SHOPPING.XD

By receiving texts from you every morning,

makes me feel good.:)

It just simply shows that you are there.

You really care.

You really know how to make me smile don't you.

P.S. I love you many many. (:

I think I'm in love.

If you got an eerie feeling after hanging up the phone
Sort of happy feeling but you're not sure what it's called

If you're haunted by his face whenever you're asleep at night
And think you hear his silly voice just calling out your name

Oh, no! I think I'm in love with you..
Oh, no! I'm hoping you'll want me too
So, please.. don't let me down!

Just can't help but talk about him in every conversation
Till your friends are sick and tired of that same old crap

If you start wearing make up even when you go to bed
Crying like a baby when you hear a mellow song

Oh, no! I think I'm in love with you..
Oh, no! I'm hoping you'll want me too
So, please.. don't let me down!

Love of mine,

I just hope that I ain't living a lie,

I just hope that I am living an endless reality.

P.S. I supposed to be mugging econs, yet, what am I doing now. Lol. Blogging! I'm bored lah. Anw, happy mugging everybody!:D. To darlings: Friday is our cheesecakes day k!:D

SHOPPING LIST!

I so wanna shop after common tests k!
Here's the list!
Aww. I'm making the list while I am so bored with the stupid proverbs!
-A pair of Lacoste sneakers :) cause I feel that I need to have a new pair of shoes for golfing
-Skinny jeans from Rock&Republic, J&Company, and SassBide
-A pair of Christian Louboutin slingbacks :D
-Blossom appliqué top,Poppy halterneck dress, from Marc by Marc Jacobs
-Logo Ts from GAP
-Logo Ts from AX
-That's love canvas tote, from LV
-A new BMW X5
-A black Cayenne
Guess my shopping list is going to get longer and longer.
Oh well. My dear brother, if you're reading this, make sure, you come to fetch me with all your credit cards!:D
Don't forget to bring extra luggages!Whee!
Cause Rosey is gonna shop till drop after CT end!
Come only on Thursday so you can bring me out for dinner.
I bet you're reading my blog. Hugs to you and your darling!:D
Looking forward to seeing both of you. :)
P.S. Get me a nice bag from SAKS fifth avenue!XD
<3Rosey!

OH WELL!
I'M MISSING SAKS FIFTH AVENUE BADLY!
Hahaha. Nvm. Singapore got Orchard Road!Hahahaha.
Oops! I should be memorizing my stupid proverbs now.
And look I'm here talking bout SHOPPING?
Hahahaha.
Ok ok. I'm going off to mug econs now.
Guess I'll revise the stupid proverbs tomorrow morning.
Nitey nite world!

I feel as if the dead load has been lifted.

The first day of the term,
started with common tests,
what a good way to begin the term.
I was smiling, widely,
as I entered the exam hall,
I was pretty happy as I saw your name,
on the screen,
the short and sweet note from you,
worked like a potion,
it just brightened up my day,
like the sunshine after the rain.
Your presence keeps me awake.
I just wanna feel your presence,
all year round,
all seasons,
I just can't get enough of you.
You're like an ecstasy,
addictive,
making me fly up high,
making me dancing,
to the tune you play.
Today I was very happy,
cause you know what,
you sent me a lovely message,
that cheered me throughout the day,
and I felt as if the dead load had been lifted.
Thank you for everything.
You do really know how to make me smile.
I think, I've loved you even more.
Let's catch up after CT end.

Knowing you itself is a miracle,
its so wonderful until sometimes,
I think it's just a dream,
a dream where I don't want to wake up from,
let it be an endless dream.
Loving you makes my imagination goes far,
makes me fly up high, to the endless sky,
if you have broken my wings,
let me fall then,
let me fall into the bottomless pit,
so I will never get hurt.
Love just happens when it happens.=)

"Do not seek the because - in love there is no because, no reason, no explanation, no solutions."

I love the quote that I just found.

"Do not seek the because - in love there is no because, no reason, no explanation, no solutions.” Now I know what I shall do.

I shall just wait,

in patience.

Though I know,

your absence,

is killing me softly.

I think I am being silly,

but then, my brain tells me that I'm in love, with you.

Love is like an hourglass,

it feeds the heart,

and empties the brain.

I am acting like a fool,

I guess.

Now I am falling into a bottomless pit.

I am letting myself fall into the trap.
Being trapped?
I am letting myself to be trapped?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
I just know that I like you.
Love?
Infatuation?
Lust?
I don't know which one of them.
But let it be love, please.
Cause love won't fade easily,
and it will grow, over time.
And now I know the meaning of "Absence makes the heart grow fonder."
Now I really know how it feels.
I shall just be understanding.
In the waiting,
I may find out who you truly are,
I may love you more,
I may trust you more than ever.

Angel, wherever you are, I am yours.
I am giving my heart to you.
I know I may hurt myself much, by doing this.
But, I just can't help it.
I'll just let her wander,
she knows where exactly she wanna be.
I'll fly high, cause I wanna see how beautiful your love is.
Let it be an everlasting one.
If you are not real, but a dream.
I don't care, I'll just dream on.
An endless dream.
Forgive me for being so demanding.
I just can't get enough of you.
P.S. The battle has been won.

I know why I always wander.

I have a pair of wings.
I can fly.
My wings are strong.
Hard to be broken,
though they may seem to be weak.
I am like a bird,
I love freedom,
but then,
once I find someone who is willing to cherish me,
I will settle down,
I will let him break my wings,
so I will just stay around him,
for all time.
Breaking my wings does not equal to taking away my freedom.
Please break them,
if you feel it is necessary.
My mind is like a blank canvas,
give me bright colours please,
so the picture will be beautiful,
pleasant to the eyes.
My heart is like an empty room,
give me air, so my heart can breathe.
Give me oxygen, so it will live longer,
as I have built a home for you,
deep there.
I know,
you are a man of your words,
I know,
you are just,
busy with your work,
you are just,
too tired,
you are just,
an ordinary man,
not a superman.
Oh well,
I should just stop thinking of you for now,
since it's not the right time to long for,
your attention, during this period of time.

I think I've fallen into the bottomless pit.

The loveliest day of the month.

It was a Tuesday,
and you gave me a ring,
early in the morning.
Hearing your voice,
so comforting,
so soothing,
like an ice,
rubbed onto the sunburned skin,
in summer.
Was pretty happy that I saw you today,
you were smiling,
laughing,
giggling.
You're so cute,
in your own way.
Oh well.
I should thank God,
for letting you to be my angel,
be it permanently or temporarily,
I just don't care.
I am just happy to have you.:)
Love my angel many many.<3

You know why you are so special
Cause you know me more than anyone I know.
You know what I want to tell you before I open up my mouth.
But then, like what I've said,
whether we are together or not, it is fate.
Just hope that fate is kind enough to us this time.

A lucky girl.

There are so many flowers in one man's life,
but, there's is only a rose,
the one that he loves the most.
Isn't she lucky?
She is loved by the man who knows how,
who knows how to make her happy,
and yes,
he has made her the happiest girl in the world.
Isn't she lucky?
He showers her,
everyday,
without whining,
without sighing,
with love, tenderness,
and care.
Whenever she needs him,
he'll always be there.
Isn't she too lucky to be true?
Is it fated?
I guess she is just a lucky girl.

Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words hold my hand
In other words darling kiss me
Fill my life with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I hope for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you

Given you my hands.

I've given you both of my hands.
Hold them tight?
No, you don't.
When I'm trying to let go,
you're trying to hold them.
You only have one of my hand now.
The other one is being held tightly by someone.
I know I may break into pieces by playing with fire.
But then, I am not tied down yet,
he hasn't broken my wings yet.
I am still wandering.
I don't think I'll make a choice,
none of you are something I should choose,
both of you are not choices.
I'll just let my heart wander,
wherever it pleases,
I'll follow.
I may give you my other hand again,
so you may have me all to yourself,
but not now,
I am in a dilemma now.
Never force me to make any decision,
it won't work.
Just stay as what you are.
I am still there beside you.
You haven't lost me completely.
Though you're losing a bit of me.

When I opened up my eyes in the morning,

I was very happy, cause,

I knew that I still got you by my side.

When you told me that you're very glad to hear my voice,

as the first thing you did in the morning,

did you know that I was so elated?

I wonder,

are you strong enough to break both of my wings.

Lovely Friday.

How should I start?

Hm...

Today was a pretty wonderful Friday.

Dated my darlings, Pei Li and Gracia. (love you two loads k)

We managed to catch Ocean's 13.

Ocean's 13 is just fabulous.

Although I didn't manage to SHOP, I was quite contented with what we did.

We had coffee too.

In the middle of sipping my favorite cup of coffee,

I was thinking of him.

I think he's a really nice guy,

though I know he's not perfect.

The thing I like about him the most is that of him being honest.

It hurts though.

But somehow I just couldn't care less about the problem,

so I just let it go, and move on.

He wrote me a note.

Here it goes.

like a ghost

scaring me

haunting me

like a host

welcoming me

soothing me

i know not

of her reason

her pose

but i know

i've fallen

i need a dose

a glass,

hoisted up in toast

a rose,

held tightly so close

conqueror of all foes

and the one i love most

He is being sweet I guess. (Or is he a sweet talker?=P)

Hahahaha.

Lets move on to studies.

Guess what?

I've finished mugging my Econs,

its like FINALLY?

WHEE!

Darlings, we gotta jia you k.

And after common test, we should go out and celebrate!:D

Hold me like you'll never let me go.

Break my wings so I'll never fly far.

Love me for no reason,

and I'll be yours for all season,

for all time.

You.

Like a blank space,
my mind is.
As empty as it is,
gladly to absorb whatever you offer.
You have made my mind goes wild.
Now, it is full of ideas,
beautiful, and never ending.

Like an arid piece of land,
my heart is.
As lifeless as it is,
eagerly to be fed with your love.
You have healed the wounds.
You have managed to make it lively and happy,
like once it was.
My heart longs for your love,
and yearns for more.
And you have my heart, all to yourself.

Like a lost girl,
my soul is.
Aimless.
Trying to find someone to show the way,
to the place,
where everything pretty is eternal.
You directed, and led.
And my soul has found what she wanted to.

Baby,
Nobody else, no one can make my dreams come true.
Cause no one can compare to you, yes its you.
Your love makes my wishes come true.
Your love makes me fly up high.
And I have fallen for you completely.

I'm in love with a silly boy.
He has made me the happiest girl on earth.
Silly girl loves silly boy to the core.
Like what you've said,
we're falling on to each other. :D

Angel?

I may be imperfect.
Yes, I gladly know the fact.
I take it easy.
Do you want to know why?
I bet you do wonder about it.
I am telling you here.
I am perfect whenever I am with you.
Your love just make me feel so complete.
Though I know,
I really know,
that you will leave,
one day.
Leaving me, all alone.
I know you need me somehow.
I am someone, that will always be there,
right by your side.
I am someone who will smile with you,
cry with you.
I do not really care about who you are,
where you come from,
everything is just,
immaterial.
For what I know, I am yours,
whether you will keep me or not.
Even though you may not be mine,
I just know that,
I am watching over you,
though near or far,
I will always look after you.
Am I just being too helpless?
Am I just being too naive?
Oh well.
I don't care.
I'll always be your angel.

Do you know what I feel?

Do you listen to me that much?

Do you see me with your heart?

I may be painting my own picture.

I may be cheating myself.

I may be playing with fire.

But, I couldn't care less.

I just wanna enjoy my life.

My teenage life. <3

My baby dear.

Baby dear,
when I first saw you,
I knew at once,
you're the one that would make me happy.
It's true indeed,
you've made me happier, and happier.
You've made me dream more,
made me imagine more.
My inspiration.
You've made me fly up high,
with your love, tenderness and care.
My sweety pie,
my ice cream,
so sweet.
You make me want you more each day.
It's a pleasure to know,
that you actually try,
to visualize what I am doing,
while I am not by your side.
I feel so elated.
I feel as if I'm the happiest girl on earth.
Baby, I love you more and more.
I feel so glad, that you have almost gone nuts,
when you didn't hear from me,
even just for a day.
Baby, you're really sweet.
You love me for no reason.
Not because of my pretty face.
Not because of my social status.
Not because of what I have.
Not because of everything.
You're just,
too wonderful,
my baby dear.
I love you.

Though you are far,

you always care bout me.

You, you do miss me,

badly, when I'm not with you.

To me, that's so nice of you.

Hope that you'll take care of my heart carefully,

I don't wanna see you crush it,

into pieces.

The joy just escalates.

I've erased the line,
the line that I drew myself.
You've made me fly up high.
When you tell me that you like me too.
The joy just escalates.
You're just too sweet,
too pretty,
too good to be true.
You've made me fallen,
deeper, deeper...
You've made me smile,
and you always want to make me smile.
You've made me feel wanted.
Made me feel loved.
I'm glad to know that you're afraid,
afraid of losing me
You care for me,
you do really care.
Somehow, I think you deserve being loved by me.
Baby, thanks for loving me for being me.
You're rare.

Love.=)

Love, this four letter words.

It's just so magical.

It just happened.

"Emotions are something that humans can't controlled"

Ah well,

I guess I shall just let myself fall a little deeper.

Thought I may hurt myself,

I don't care.

I have to fly up high to see how beautiful it is. :)

To the place where you should be.

I think I've been bugging you too much.
Guess I've been too demanding.
I think I shall just let you go.
Though you're not mine at the first place.
I shall just let you walk on your own.
Shall not tag along.
Baby, go to the place where you should be.
The place where the flowers are pretty,
the grass is green, and the weather is sunny.
I think I may scare you away.
So I'll just take one step back.
Let you walk on your own.
You may always come back and find me though.
Oh well.
I have fallen for you.
But, I know, someone has stolen your heart away.
Baby, go to the place where you wanna be.
As you'd be happy there.
And, to love doesn't mean to possess.
As long as you're happy, it doesn't matter,
whether you're mine or not.
I think I've been bugging you too much,
been straining you.
Should set you free.
Hope you can get what you want.

You're never mine from the start,

though you're always there for me.

I know you've drawn the line.

Should I leave you, perhaps.

If I keep on being like this,

I may lose you.

You'll leave me.

Should I ever come back to you,

or should you ever come back.

It's fate.

It also implies that I miss you much.

Baby, thanks for everything you've done for me.