Monday blues?

Oh well.
Today's Monday was exceptionally OK.
Saw my eye candies in the morning.XD
Oh ya. When I saw the orange bag guy,
I was murmuring to Yeeling, "AY! MY EYE CANDY!"
Then you know what,
LC walked pass and gave me a stare?
Don't tell me he thinks that he is hot k.
He isn't at all.
Hahahahaha.
Though he looks like someone I know.
Econs lecture was crap.
Econs tutorial was crappy too.
The only lesson that I love the most for today is Maths.:)
Maths is <3.
So is Lit.
These two subjects rock!:D
Guess its time for me to go off now.
Shall go do my MATHS and GP now!
Hahahahaha.
I love this song, "Love's a Game", by The Magic Numbers.
It just rocks k!
And it sticks to my mind like super glue.
Oh ya.
I finally talked to the intelligent chap!;)
He is not boring indeed!
Thats all for today! Hahahaha.

An interesting chap.

Like a flower on the street,
you're just one out of many.
You're shining,
like a diamond,
reflecting the sunlight,
once the rain stops.
I take a look at you,
you are smiling widely.
A smart chap.
How interesting.
You know how to dress up,
a bonus point for you.
You're a nice chap who knows how to play tennis too.
Unbelievable!
Never did I expect to see you today.
Oh well.
It is what I call a fate.
And if we are to see each other again, it is called, destined.
Wish to see you again soon.
You're so cute when you smile.

Love is just a game,

Broken all the same,

And I will get over you.

Love is just a lie,

Happens all the time,

Swear I know this much is true...

Lullaby, I just wanna sleep.

Nothing is ever easy in this world,
especially when it comes to dealing with,
your emotional problems.
Why memories can't be erased?
Why our minds can't be reprogrammed?
Like computers?
Why...why...why...
Why are we forced to remember everything?
Falling into pieces.
It may seems so easy,
like repairing the broken fences.
But remember, once the fence is broken,
and you try mending it,
you may succeed,
yet, you're leaving a mark, remember?
A wound?
Easy come easy go?
That's my motto.
But why, why, why?
You're still standing there!
Your absence makes me weak!
A typical serial player falling for a typical serial player too.
How ironic!
I lost to you!
Can't believe it.
Maybe I am just being selfish,
wanting what I can't have!
The wounds will heal, as time goes by.
Listening to a lullaby,
I just wanna sleep,
and when I wake up,
I wanna see you by my side,
or, having you out of my mind,
as if I have never known you before...

No pain, no gain.
Some lines should have never been crossed.
My faults.
Nothing much can be done now.
Shall move on.
You're just too different from the rest.
Why?

I just can't stop myself from asking why.

I freeze you in polaroids.

Nothing can last forever.
Lust, love, everything, comes and go as they wish.
But I am blinded, with your love,
though it may be fake.
I don't care.
I seem to be living in my own world.
Who cares?
Who gives a damn?
I am living in a world, full of lies,
beautiful deceits.
It's my choice,
my decision.
As I want it to be ever lasting,
I freeze you in polaroids.
So you'd be there, forever.
So selfish of me, I know,
I am conscious about it.
What I know is that,
I want to have you all by myself.

Living in my own world?

As long as I am happy.

I'm fine with it.(:

I'll freeze you in polaroids...

Sleepy.

I am sleepy!*yawns
Oh well. Here I am with a super crappy post again! Today!
Yeah. School sucks! Especially term 3, with all the presentations coming up, with all the homework and assigments!SO HECTIC!
I demand a HOLIDAY!
ASAP!
Now I know why my friends choose to take up homeschooling!
RAH!!!
I shouldn't yell anymore.
I just wanna sleep.
I just wanna close my eyes, and see you in my dreams.
You're still loved.=)
Though I know our relationship now is kinda mutual kind of friendship relationship.--->What nonsense is this? Go figure!
What I know is I won't go too far.
All I want is YOU and my STUDIES of course.(:
Silly boy is <3.

Some little things in life actually make you happy.

During PE.

Rosey: Ay! Must redo NAPFA ah! Sian!!!
Teacher: Eh. Ur hairstyle changed. New hairstyle is it?
Rosey: ... Ya la. Of course of course! (As usual)
Teacher: Oh. No wonder. I thought I saw wrongly. Hahahah. (Can see that he's having sore throat from his 'SEXY' voice)

First station!
Standing Broad Jump! Oh well.
Priya started first! Then it was Hui Zyi! WHOOO. Then teacher said, 'Rosnauli, go try!'
Then as usual, I'd point YEE LING DARLING! U go first! :P
And yeah! Rosey can jump! :D

The best station is the FGS!
The FEEL GOOD STATION!
Hahahaha. Sit and reach!
Its an A. XD

I ate a lot today!
NVM. Hahahaha.

My version of FF is FREAKING FAMISHED!
Cause I didn't have breakfast in the morning. :(

Spent the whole break doing GP and mugging phy!
I love PHY to the core!
PHY rocks k! :D

In the middle of rushing EOM!
Ah well. Shall go back to my EOM dear. ;)

One note, he's still in my mind!
The word wonderful is not enough to described him!
My heart is locked inside the tennis racket! Not the tennis ball. *winks to Yee Ling

The end of the post today! Hope you all enjoy my crap!XD

I believe I can fly.
I believe I can touch the sky.
Even though these believes might be deceitful,
might be lies.
Who cares.
As long as I am enjoying my life,
I don't mind living in beautiful lies,
rather than living in harsh realities.
For what I know, I am the ruler of all the games I play.
I will never lose, though I may be defeated, at times,
but, I will never lose myself, my sense of pride.
That's me.

The Cloud and the Sand Dune.

From Paulo Coelho's Like the Flowing River
'As everyone knows, the life of a cloud is very busy and very short,' writes Bruno Ferrero. And here's a related story.
A young cloud was born in the midst of a great storm over the Mediterranean Sea, but he did not even have time to grow up there, for a strong wind pushed all the clouds over towards Africa.
As soon as the clouds reached the continent, the climate changed. A bright sun was shining in the sky and stretched out beneath them, lay the golden sands of the Sahara. Since it almost never rains in the desert, the wind continued pushing the clouds towards the forests in the South.
Meanwhile, as happens with young humans too, the young cloud decided to leave his parents and his older friends in order to discover the world.
'What are you doing?' cried the wind. 'The desert's the same all over. Rejoin the other clouds, and we'll go to Central Africa where there are amazing mountains and trees!'
But the young cloud, a natural rebel, refused to obey, and, gradually, he dropped down until he found a gentle, generous breeze that allowed him to hover over the golden sands. After much toing and froing, he noticed that one of the dunes was smiling at him.
He saw that the dune was also young, newly formed by the wind that had just passed over. He fell in love with her golden hair right there and then.
'Good Morning,' he said. 'What's life like down there?'
'I have the company of the other dunes, of the sun and the wind, and of the caravans that occasionally pass through here. Sometimes it's really hot, but it's still bearable. What's life like up there?'
'We have sun and wind too, but the good thing is that I can travel across the sky and see more things.'
'For me,' said the dune, 'life is short. When the wind returns from the forests, I will disappear.'
'And does that make you sad?'
'It makes me feel that I have no purpose in life."
'I feel the same. As soon as another wind comes along, I'll go south and be transformed into rain; but that is my destiny.'
The dune hesitated for a moment, then said:
'Did you know that here in the desert, we call the rain paradise?'
'I had no idea I could ever be that important,' said the cloud proudly.
'I've heard other older dunes tell stories about rain. They said that, after the rain, we are all covered with grass and flowers. But I'll never experience that, because in the desert it rains so rarely.'
It was the cloud's turn to hesitate now. Then he smiled broadly and said:
'If you like, I could rain on you now. I know I've only just got here, but I love you, and I'd like to stay here for ever.'
'When I first saw you up in the sky, I fell in love with you too,' said the dune. 'But if you transform your lovely white hair into rain you will die.'
'Love never dies,' said the dune. 'It is transformed, and, besides, I want to show you what paradise is like.'
And he began to caress the dune with little drops of rain, so that they could stay together for longer, until a rainbow appeared.
The following day, the little dune was covered in flowers. Other clouds that passed over, heading for Africa, thought that it must be part of the forest they were looking for and scattered more rain. Twenty years later, the dune had been transformed into an oasis that refreshed travellers with the shade of its trees.
And all because, one day, a cloud fell in love, and was not afraid to give his life for that love.

Life goes flowing like the river .. we can't go back into the past, always wacthing the present, and expecting for the future ..

Test!

Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

you are struggling, I know.

I have a feeling, a mixed one,
I guess.
you called in the middle of my sleep,
the phone was ringing for a while,
when I picked up and said hello,
you just switched it off after 5 seconds,
WHY?
Are you that coward?
I know that you want me back, so much.
But oh well,
you're too late.
you're just too late.
My heart is locked,
in a box? in a tennis ball? in a pool of water?
My heart resides in anywhere she pleases.
Fickle?
Maybe...
But it isn't your business, is it?
you are struggling, you really are.
I can see that from the way you behave.
you are simply a loser, you are.
Why don't you just talk to me?
If you really want to.
Everything is over,
nothing left behind,
leave me,
cause I've left you,
long time ago!
I left you cause that's all you wanted, last time.
Nothing is going to change.
Nothing.
If you think your struggles will make me fall for you, AGAIN,
stop dreaming, and stop hoping,
you are just living your own dream!
I am no longer yours,
and in fact,
I don't want to see you,
any more.
I'll just watch you from afar,
watching you,
the one who is regretting his foolish decision!

Live life like a flowing river,

like the most famous river in Prague,

a popular destination for lovers.

Witnessing all the ups and downs happening around.

Whenever I make a decision,

I never look back.

I'll just move on, go with the flow.

After a storme commeth a calme.

You're out of my mind.
Temporarily? Permanently?
I don't know.
Maybe you're just a crush,
and a crush won't ever last, long?
Whatever it is, I can't be bothered anymore.
I hope.
You're still there, I know.
Trying to disappear?
Trying to stand still?
I don't know.
I don't want to know.
But since the day we made everything crystal clear,
I've moved on.
Though you may still be there,
in the corner of my mind.
And I realised that there's something,
waiting for me,
something better?
I'm seeing my twin.
Isn't that good?
My twin?
He is really my twin.

After the storme commeth a clame?

Sounds so cliche?

I don't think so.

I think it's very true.=)

I love my life now,

free, and carefree.

Make it mutual.

A quiet moment making my footprints on the sand.
A sweet feeling comes surrounding me.
It's delirious.
Now that's a sugar rush.
My heart is beating oh so fast,
And I dun wanna fall too deep but I want to make it last.

There's no need to rush.
We can take our time. Let it go the natural way.
We begin as friends?
And who knows what ?
Where this could be taking me.

In this nice cool breeze.
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this sweet feeling comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too.

You know what I would like?
I'd like to get to know you more.
Make that mutual.
Boy, you know you wanna know me too.

This is how you make me feel.
When you're here, I feel your vibe,
And I hope I don't fall into deep too fast.

You're not the type,
Who'll rush into things.
And let it slip away. Yeah,
I like your type.
Caught up in this ride.
It's kinda silly but I'll say.

In this nice cool breeze,
Yes I am all at ease.
When I gush.
And this sweet feeling comes to me.
Can't deny, can't lie, can't really face the truth.
And I wonder if you're feeling the same way too.


How does it feel to lose a diamond while you are busy looking for rubies and sapphires?
I haven't lost any of my diamonds. (:
Only GOD knows why.
Oh well.
Today has been a great day.
Shopped and mugged?
How cool was that?
Hahaha.
Thanks to you who have set me free.
I am myself now.
I've taken off my temporary mask.(:
Thanks.

Let's crap today! Hahahaha.

Common tests have ended.
Results are not up to expectation, simply because I've played too much.
Oh well. I shouldn't cry over spilled milk.
One thing for sure, I gotta be a mugger!
A mugger who mugs HARD and SMART!
I am stressing this AGAIN. :)
Anyway, I'm here to recommend you all books to read.
Good books will open your mind and feed your soul. :)
Here's the list:
-The Alchemist, The Zahir, The Witch Of Portobello, by Paul Coelho
-The Lady In Blue, by Javier Sierra
-Shanghai Baby, by Wei Hui
-The Bridegroom, Waiting, by Ha Jin
-Never Let Me Go, by Kazuo Ishiguro
-Angel, by Cliff McNish
That's all for now I guess.
Hahahaha.
I'm reading Eleven Minutes by Paul Coelho currently.
His books are really awesome. :)
Go read k.

Friendship, usually lasts forever.

Having a loyal friend, is a blessing.

What's a relationship then?

It's a friendship on fire.

Oh well. I am glad that we're friends now.:)

Just hope that our friendship will lasts long,

eternal and endless.

Without you here.

Your love's a gathered storm I chased across the sky
A moment in your arms became the reason why
And you're still the only light that fills the emptiness
The only one I need until my dying breath
And I would give you everything just to
Feel your open arms
And I'm not sure I believe anything I feel
And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here
And I'm trying to believe
In things that I don't know
The turning of the world
The color of your soul
That love could kill the pain
Truth is never vain
It turns strangers into lovers
And enemies to brothers
Just say you understand
I never had this planned
And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here
Without you here
There's nothing more without you
Without you here
My head lies to my heart
And my heart it still believes
It seems the ones who love us are the ones
That we deceive
But you're changing everything
You're changing everything in me
And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here.

If you think you're a good player, you're right.
If you think you've driven me nuts, you're also right.
But, I am not letting you to win this game.
Cause I am the ruler of the game.
Even if you're all over my mind,
it doesn't mean that I've lost my mind.

LEFT OR RIGHT?

LEFT OR RIGHT?

First, identify yourself as right or left brain person:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying. Look at your hands. If you see:

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain

Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brian

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry).

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain

Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left

Considerate, traditional, indirect type can instinctly read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right

Loves challenges type. Straight forward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left

Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right

Likes to take care of others, leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

And guess what!

I'm a Left-Left.

I'm not surprised that I'm a Left-Left.

It's like, kinda obvious.

That's why not many of you managed to tie me down.

Only few managed to do so.

And now, I know a person who is able to do so, yet,

he's setting me free. :)

And he's my angel.

Hahaha.

Anw, I swear I gonna mug hard for promos.

I FLUNK my maths.OMG!

It's so irritating especially when you've mugged for it.

Oh well. Guess I've played too much.

Gotta work it out.=)

I've made the right choice.

I think I've made the right choice,
by pursuing what I think I really want.
I had thought of stopping,
whatever I was doing.
However, my family supports me,
my parents, my siblings,
they're just very supportive about what I am doing.
They've given me the green light.
I think I've made the right choice,
by doing what I think I should.
I follow my heart.
My heart says that I should do what I think is the best for me.
You have really made me fallen for you.
Your attention has given me a new hope.
Though hope sometimes seems to be a lie.
Love of mine, I don't care,
whether our story is gonna be a happy ending one or not,
what I care the most is that,
I love you more each day,
my love for you just grows.
Baby, I've made the right choice by loving you.

It's hard to make the right choice.

But I managed to make one, and I knew,

it's the right choice. Cause,

you're the choice, not a choice.

I've made the choice and I would never look back.

I'll walk on, I don't care whether the course is smooth or not.

All I care is that I am goin to do what I think I should.

You're the choice I made and I won't regret knowing you.