Wednesday, 26 September 2007

A rather unusual outing?

Oh well. I bet my friend is cursing me now. :P
Hahaha. Whenever we go out, we always catch a movie? Am I right? Hahaha.
Or at least, we'll be doing something fun and INTERESTING.
Unlike today. Mugging.
Hahahaha. Roadside cafe?
I know you are DISTRACTED. Hahahahaha.
Oh well. Thanks to you that I finished some Maths today.=D
Owe you a big chocolate k!
And I still owe you a MOVIE I realised!
Anw, I am supposed to be mugging like mad now.
But then, I suddenly feel like blogging k.
So I blog! Hahahaha.
Darlings out there! We all must mug mug mug k. Its only like for 10 more days and we'll be FREE, temporarily!Hahahaha.
Ok. Cut the story short!
I must go back to mug already.
Anw, bestie, thanks k! U ROCK!=D
I owe you a MOVIE, a CHOC, and maybe i'd draw you a bear la. Since I dun think I will go and make you one!:P
P.S. I'm good at drawing K!!!!
Hahahaha.

Coffee coffee, coffee rocks!
Caramel Macchiato rocks. =D
Never sick of it!
Knowledge gained : Ugly chicken pie is damn nice! Nicer than the chicken broccoli quiche!
I should go try the UGLIER chicken pie soon.=)
Hahahaha.
-RANDOM POST OF THE DAY-

Monday, 24 September 2007

Squash racket! I'm missing the old you.

To the squash racket!
Well well.
Today's post gonna be kinda random.
But who cares.
Oh well. I MISS YOU K! Was kinda wary when I didn't hear from you for just few days?
Let's round it off, A week.
You're so CRUEL! Never even say hi or hello to me. WTH?
I'm so gonna make you pay for it.
Somehow I think you're withdrawing yourself.
Aren't you just bored?
You always tell me that you're bored,
lonely,
and don't know why you're just not in the mood to talk to anybody,
INCLUDING me.
How dare you told me that?
Oh well. If you enjoy my sweet talk,
and you love it.
You should just find me when you're bored rite?
I don't wanna see you feel down again.
It's just not pleasant, so not pleasant to me.
Please turn back to your own self.
I love to see the cheerful you,
the one who always have lots of jokes to entertain me,
one who always teases me.
I wish nothing ever changed.
However, if you do change, tell me,
talk to me still.
I don't care.
I just can't get ENOUGH of you and your NONSENSE.You're just mysterious,
you're just happening,
you're just as bright as the star, which twinkles in the darkest night,
you're just...
words are never enough to describe you.
you're just so wonderful, to me,
though you're not good looking,
though you're not hot,
whatever la,
you're like an addiction,
REACTS ON ME LIKE BOTTLES OF VICODIN.

Thursday, 20 September 2007

Confused? Moody? Happy? Whatever...

I am updating my blog, yes I am. Cause this may be the last post before promos end? Perhaps. Hahahaha. But maybe not. Oh well. Let's talk some nonsense now. Promos are like so near and yeah I am still going online. SLAP ME PLEASE! But then kinda glad cause everything is rather settled by now. Studies? Getting better. =). Love life? I am no loveaholic. So its OK. Shopping addiction? Hahahahaha. Only you can cure it, but I know you have enough to support my shoe fetish. But then, why I am confused and moody? Firstly, I miss you SO! SO much that I dare not say it out. The worst is I dare not even like send you a text. It's that bad k. I'm so scared that I may have you in my mind again! Thats all. Cause you're just too perfect too be true. Secondly, I am rather moody cause you, my BIGGEST distraction, are playing TOO HARD TO GET. Oh well. I am right. I will not settle down till I found a DIAMOND a BIG one. Thirdly, MY PROMOS! I AM SO GODDAMN SCARED, SCARED OF GETTING RETAINED. I'VE DONE SO BADLY FOR MY COMMON TEST THAT I AM ON THE VERGE OF GETTING RETAINED. But then my mom keeps on telling me not to worry, just give my best shot! Ok Ok. That's relieving. But still. I AM SO WORRIED! Then, I am happy happy happy! Cause ya, my studies are rather alright now. Hahaha. But still worried worried. LOL. Should I stop? Hm. I should I should. But then blogging is just damn addictive K! Its like a nibble of vicodin!
Oh well. Let's talk bout vicodin and why I keep on mentioning vicodin! Hahahaha.
Vicodin (Hydrocodone and paracetamol (acetaminophen)) is a selective pain killer commonly seen as a white tablet with the name "Vicodin", "Vicodin ES", "M357", or "Vicodin HP" imprinted on one side. It shares its characteristics with many other drugs in chemistry and form; such drugs are also pain killers and may be marketed as Anexsia, Anolor DH5, Bancap HC, Dolacet, Lorcet, Lortab, Vadunk, Norco, T-Gesic, or Zydone.
That's about it k. Go figure out why some people are just like bottles of vicodin. =D
I am so gonna end my post now?
I'd blog more bout my feelings when I feel like doing so. Right now, I am not in the full story-telling mode.

CONFUSED! MOODY! WHATEVER!

I JUST WANNA SAY I AM MISSING YOU, SILLY BOY!

YOU'RE STILL ON MY MIND.

Wednesday, 12 September 2007

It's so me!

The Pursuit - Evans Blue
You lived a time of lies until you told me everything
I hope we make amends, but you don't
Life taught you how to fly and then you flew away from me
You left me haunted, star the ending image of the one
'Cuz they're still in you too low
All the voices you don't know
And they're still in you too low
All the choices that you chose
(Make the voices tell me who you are and who I am to be)
You harbored all the wasted sighs to define the quiet drone
I'll let you start again, but you won't
I saw you pray for change and then you walked all over me
You wanted what you could not have and now you are alone
'Cuz they're still in you too low
All the voices you don't know
And they're still in you too low
All the choices that you chose
Make the voices tell me who you are and who I am to be
Are you alone where you are tonight?I'm alone when you're right here
But I'm still in you somehow
I never left at all
Now I'm stealing you too low
So my voice is all you know
'Cuz they're still in you too low
All the voices you don't know
And they're still in you too low
All the choices that you chose
Leave you nothing left to hold
When you're nothing it's a good time to remind you of one thing
The pursuit begins when this portrayal of life...ends

One sentence, It's so ME!

Tuesday, 11 September 2007

Broken, again? No more. I am kinda rebellious now.

I am kinda broken, again.
Not because of my studies.
My studies are kinda on the right track now. I guess.
I am kinda broken cause,
I am rather troubled with this question,
"Will you accept it, if I remarry?".
Oh well. My answer is a NO.
Cause the question is raised by my folks.
One of them, make the guess.
Was kinda shocked.
Kinda beaten.
How can you be so unfaithful?
How can you do that to me?
I've accepted that bitter fact now.
And that's it.
I don't want anything to change,
I mean in our family at least.
I want to keep everything the same.
There's time to be born,
there's time to die.
Whatever had happened, just let it be.
Nobody expected it to happen.
Nobody could stop it from happening that time.
But, I don't wanna accept the presence of NEW person at home.
So, please respect my OPINION!
I don't want you to lead the family downward.
It has been tough for you, I know.
You are lonely, I know.
You need someone, I know.
But please, you have us, your beloved sons and daughters.
You don't need other to please you do you?
I am not threatening you.
I just don't wanna accept the presence of a NEW person in the household.
I am HAPPY with what I have now.
So please, do not ruin my happiness.
I know I am egoistic.
But who cares?
You are my role model, I don't care.
I want you as the way you are.
But, don't betray my trust.
I am kinda broken now.
I bet the other party is too.
I AM A GROWN UP GIRL now, I need you to respect my OPINION.
If I say NO and the rest say NO, it simply means a NO.
NO negotiation.

Been crying, been lamenting, eyes are rather swollen,
my throat is kinda dry,
my eyes too, are dry and hurt.
My soul is broken?
Kinda?
Worsened by my broken phone.
I need someone now. I wanna scream out loud.
I wanna be hugged...

Sunday, 9 September 2007

School starts tomorrow?

Oh well. Sunday marks the last day of the September "break".
I never think that this is September break.
It's more like STUDY break.
A break for you to mug as much as you can.
Reminds me of my prelims.
But then, it's not enough. One week ONLY?
I want MORE!
I need more time to mug and enjoy.=P
I seriously have been playing and mugging.
But then, I want to play more actually.Hahahaha.
School starts tomorrow.
EOM is still in progress. -.-"
What about LIT? WHOA!
I haven't even touched it.
I'm so gonna die on Tuesday!
Deadline is Wednesday fyi.
Thats all about school stuff I suppose.
What bout yesterday and today?
Been playing tennis in the morning.:D
Yesterday, nothing special happened.
Just glad that I received a text from YOU. ;)
A WHALE shark. Hahahaha. You've always been there making me smile.
Then was kinda surprised when I checked my friendster who had viewed me thingy.
I saw that WHALE, that SILLY BOY, and that SQUASH BOY were there in the LIST?
WHOA! Am I glad? Kinda. Of course. Isn't that obvious?:P
The other thing that makes me happy:
My favorite player after Andy Roddick, which is Novak Djokovic, managed to get into US Open Final.=) WHEE!
Oh well. Oh well.
I must get some work done right?
SO I should stop blogging. Hahaha.
Oh well. I finally agree with yee ling and li ling.
Being single means being happy, free from stress and despression that you can get from your partner. Hahahaha.
Thats all for today I guess.
I hope that I've been entertaining!:P
Oopsies. One thing left behind.
I am NOT AN AIRHEAD BIMBO!=)
But people think I AM.
MUG MUG MUG ALL THE WAY DARLINGS!
WE CAN MAKE IT!
AND WE MUST MAKE IT!

It's called the art of seduction?

Everybody is born with that power I guess.

The power to seduce, but then, to get what you need,

you gotta master the art of seduction, it applies to everything, except STUDIES. I guess. HAHAHAHAHA.

Oh well. I sound so BIMBO again, and rather BITCHY. :P

Oh ya, boys, never be a desperado k. Its so UNGLAM!

Tuesday, 4 September 2007

It's all about how to please a girl like me.

A girl like me?
A highly spoiled girl like me?
I know you know how to please me.
Firstly, you're not as sweet as honey,
you're more of a saccharine.
Sweet yet not harmful.
Secondly, you don't sweet talk.
A bonus point.
Thirdly, you fulfilled almost all the criteria.
You're smart, you have the figure, you have the acceptable background,
definitely somebody from my calibre.
So, foolish me not to fall for you?
But then, I don't wanna fall too fast,
EASY come, EASY go!
It always happens.
Let me treasure you slowly, inch by inch, perhaps?
Oh well, tell you one thing,
you've got some parts of me by now.
But then, it doesn't mean that I'm easy to get.
You gotta play the game I ruled, and I'd be yours.
But still, it won't be so soon.
I haven't figured out what I want and why I want the thing I want.
Hey hey!
You're wanted!
But I don't wanna be toyed.
Heard that you haven't played enough.
So I better step backwards.
Tell me when you've played enough please.
One thing that makes you special in my eyes,
you're smart, smart to the extent that sometimes,
I stop biting.
Anyway, thanks for the doughnuts and chocolates. I do love it much!
Somehow you're WINNING!