Sunday, 27 January 2008

Yeah, you smell much better than my macchiato.

You're my addiction, do you happen to know that?
I bet you do.
You're all I am yearning for, yes, I admit it.
You remind me of my elder brother, one whom I look up to the most.
Are you going to replace him for a while, or forever?
Well, I dare not give an answer.
But, he does not give me lots of goosebumps, unlike you.
Oh well. How silly I am?
Isn't it because, my brother is my sibling, and you're my darling.
Lines have been established once one's status in your heart is defined.
I have never felt like this before.
Your warmth. Your smile.
You're simply, almost perfect.
I love it when you bite.
It's like experiencing an orgasm.
Like when a piece of chocolate is melting in your mouth.
I can never get enough of you, I think.
You've caught me, trapped me.
Somehow, you are really cunning.
And somehow, I feel more attached to you now.
Like some kind of emotional attachment.
Hope that you're gonna be the last.
Thanks for showing me how does it feel to be loved and to love.
And baby, you do smell much better than my favorite cup of macchiato.

I wanna kiss you underneath the stars.
Baby, baby, you're my everything, for sure.
Never let me go.
Cause I love you too much to let you go.

Saturday, 19 January 2008

Yeah the language that you use, reacts like chemicals.

Nobody has ever held my hands the way you do.
Oh well. Call me silly. Call me foolish.
I am yours, for real. Yes, for real.
Am I happy? Absolutely.
I am the luckiest girl on earth. I dare say.
Cause you are PRICELESS.
I am blessed, somehow.
You're like a star falling from the sky.
Falling nicely into my arms.
Maybe you're the right one. Maybe.
But I admit, you'd be the best that I ever had.
I am sure, really sure bout it.
I am dancing according to the tunes you play, somewhat.
Isn't that weird? Isn't that wonderful?
Words are never enough to describe you and me.
Enough said for today. I guess.
I am still shocked, somehow.
Cause I didn't expect it.
You've made me happy.:)
I love you dear, many many.
And thanks to coffee, it started with a cup of coffee.

The more I know you, the more I want you.
The more I long for you, the more I yearn for your presence.
I guess, I am addicted to you.
For real.
There's something about you and coffee.

Tuesday, 15 January 2008

Smile!

It has been such a long time, since I last smiled and blushed.
You, have the ability to make me do so.
Killing me, somehow, gradually.
I am scared, of course, cause, you're just too good to be true.
Not only that, the feeling I've got is just rather unreal.
I have never had this feeling before, for real.
And perhaps, you'd be the best I'd ever had.
It started with a smile though.
Your smile is one of the warmest smile I've ever seen.
Being brought up in the society where black maybe white,
and white maybe black, I have seen lots of wicked smiles.
The way you smile and the way you treat me,
it's just so different.
I don't mean to compare you with the rest, but,
it's true. I haven't met one like you so far.
And I lost to you, expectedly.
You've done a good job.
Cause I've fallen for you.
Yes, like totally.
I guess you're everything I want.
Hahahahaha.
I may sound silly I know.
But I am happy, cause you're always there, to ...
to make me,
S M I L E.
You are loved and treasured.
Sometimes, I just don't feel like letting you go.
Even it's just for a while.
Thanks for everything.
You've made me so happy that I've got the world on a string,
I'm sitting on a rainbow.:)

Sunday, 13 January 2008

I've got the world on a string.

"I've got the world on a string,
I'm sitting on a rainbow."
This particular line happens to be my favorite of all time.
Especially, when you know, you're falling for one.
It's like experiencing an euphoria.
When he grabs your hand, tightly,
you know that you are wanted.
Somehow, I do feel happy,
the fact that I've found you,
is really pleasing.
You've added lots of colors to my life.
It is not as dull as before.
And yes, you've never failed to make me smile.
And I always smile like a silly girl.
Life has been much better with your presence.
I guess I am mad.

Peel me a grape, crush me some ice. :)

Wednesday, 9 January 2008

I have been tagged!

Instructions:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

Favourites
Favourite Color: red.
Favourite Food: healthy sandwiches and red Anjou pears. :D
Favourite Movie: nothing in particular.
Favourite Sport: tennis and golf. :)
Favourite Day of the Week: Friday night.
Favourite Season: winter. hahahaha.
Favourite Ice Cream: Häagen-Dazs' Summer Berries and Cream.

Currents
Current Mood: Experiencing mood swing. PMSing.
Current Clothes: Calvin Klein sleepwear.
Current Desktop: Lots of stuff.
Current Time: 8.00 pm.
Current Surroundings: My bed and my study.
Current Annoyances: Headache has given me so much trouble these days.
Current Thoughts: I think I am sick of Econs.

Firsts
First Best Friend: Someone from kindergarten.
First Crush: Hahaha. My HOT neighbor.
First Movie: Can't remember.
First Lie: ??? I've forgotten bout it.
First Music: Nursery rhymes.

Lasts
Last Drink: Orange juice. :D
Last Car Ride: Few weeks back. Lols.
Last Crush: Shouldn't answer it here.
Last Phone Call: Oh. Yesterday night. It's from my niece, Sandra.
Last CD Played: Astrud Gilberto's finest hour.

Have you evers?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Yes. Many many.
Have you ever broken the law : Yes.
Have you ever been arrested?: Haven't yet.
Have you ever been on TV: Yes. :D
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Nope. Hahaha.

Random 5 things you are good at: bitching, mugging???, GAMING, cooking, and of course SHOPPING.

4 things you've done today: went to school, read econs notes, started tutorial 13, and ate some pears.

3 things you can hear right now: songs played on the itunes, some noises from my neighbour, and of course, my silly dog's voice.

5 People to tag: drew, wang, gee, angel and long lost jeannny.

Tuesday, 8 January 2008

What a magnificent painting, yet just the sketch.

It started with a blank white canvas.
Stood firmly on the easel.
It has been months since I started out this painting.
Sketches were made.
Black and white.
What's so interesting about this painting?
Isn't it just some ordinary piece?
It started with curiosity.
It started with a stroke too, of course.
As you can see, there are many traces here and there.
Oh well.
It took me months to finish, only the sketch, the skeleton.
Should I start pouring colors?
I have lots of them now, different shades of the colors of the rainbow.
Purple will symbolize elegance, and red, passion.
Have I told you that all I am painting is just a scenery?
An ordinary yet, mesmerizing one.
The sky will be covered in different tones of purple.
But oh well. I still have to consult my brain.
I am still unable to make up my mind.
I will come back and paint again.
When I have the time, the confidence,
and of course, the courage, most importantly.

San Fransisco, New York City, California? Hmm...
Oh well. Somehow I am scared to paint.
I'm afraid of ruining the beauty of the sketch.
Oh well. Will the colors be thick enough to cover up all the imperfections?

Sunday, 6 January 2008

React on me, like a huge dose of drugs.

It was that particular evening, a memorable one, of course.
You are somewhat predictable, yet managed to keep me interested.
You are sweet, sweeter than the rest, I would admit.
Never have I come across such a gentle, yet firm, guy, like you.
Maybe that explains why you are such extraordinary.
You remind me of my favorite piece of song, beautifully written and composed.
Simple, yet interesting.
Complex to a certain extent, to keep one in suspense.
Which planet are you from, dear?
You have amused me.
Oh well. You have been a really nice guy so far.
Contrary to what you have told me about yourself.
Impressive, this word is for you, though I know, it is not enough to do you any justice.
I am falling for you, deeper than I have ever thought.
Are you playing, or not, I do not care anymore.
As long as I feel happy, I can give up many many things.
Sometimes, I do long and yearn for your presence.
You are just the right one, I hope.
I do long for your hands.
I always wonder when these hands of mine are going to be held by yours.
However, I know, I am scarred, for life.
I may not be the perfect one for you.
But I assure you, once I fall for you, I am yours, fully.
I may appear to be a player who runs game on everybody.
To get what I want, of course.
But once again, when the iceberg melt, that's it.
Indeed, I am melting.
I am just not so sure about what is happening.
Yes, I know, clearly, I like you.
I think I shall just expect for the best and prepare for the worst.
You're just like a huge dose of drugs.

I wonder what would you do, if you know my past.
The past is really disturbing.
It is better to kept untold, I guess.

Tuesday, 1 January 2008

The first post of the year 2008.

School is starting tomorrow. What a drag.
It's not that I don't love going to school.
I love meeting up with friends and darlings, but I just hate passing up all my HOLIDAY HW.:P
Should at least tell you all what I am listening to now.
I am listening to Starlight by Muse. Kinda an old song. But I just love it somehow.
Guess I am EMO-ing.
I should be happy I guess but I just can't help it.
I was happy yesterday. YES. YES.
Such a sleazy and glamorous party.
Got to know few people, who are kinda influential?
That's e fun thing I guess.
And yes, I've got a ring, an expected one. Hahaha.
Thanks for the ring.
You've made this new year different from the rest.
Though you couldn't be there for me.
It's alright.:)
P.S. I do love you, somehow. (If you happen to read my blog, you'd know who you are.)

I seldom wish upon a falling star.
But I did, once, this year.
And somehow, you're sent to me. Hahahaha.
Perhaps it's something we called destiny. :)